And so the week has had it's own ups and downs.
I did get off the bus safe and sound, and was greeted by Melanie and her friends warmly. They all seem nice and crazy. I saw Francois too, I moved my arms to suggest he come over to hug me. He saw the gesture, moved forward, hesitated then walked back. And I went cold. I knew something was wrong from then on.
I didn't see him until later on, which was at the school's music gig. Mel walked me over, and I gave him a hug. He was sat down. I sat with him for a feew moments, occasionally I'd spot him looking at me from the corner of his eye, but he tried to hide it by looking straight back to the performance. He smiled occasionally too.
After that,, I saw him at disney. To greet him i kissed both his cheeks again. We were more distant than ever, and so i plucked up the courage to speak to him in a queue; I stroked his arm, he turned to face me:
Me: Me and You? Whats happening?
Him: I think it is best we stay here. So we don't get hurt.
Me: Oh, I understand.
I didn't. Because GOD that hurt me like a blade in the arm.
More later....
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