It's The Climb.

Okay, so i'm off ill, again! And i'm watching crap day-tv.. E4 - One tree Hill, the old ones..! Friends, Joan of Arcadia, AND SO MANY MORE. But all of them are boring, so here i am.

I was meant to be singing today, like all of the day.. :( But i can barely speak never mind sing. I just end up hurting myself (which is the truth in my case) I'm so angry, it was gonna be a beautiful song, with the rest of the choir, and I was SO hyped up about it (because it does sound rather amazing) And i can't do it.

I'm really hungry! And yet we have nothing at all in the fridge.. How will i survive? Erm, maybe steal something off the builders outside (hoping that they are still there). Anyway, I'm on the book of face, talking to Ethan (who is at school) about Christmas.. And his health.. And i'm also contemplating whether to give up on that amazing guy who i can't get out of my mind, yes, you guessed right. Argh, i haven't spoken to him in over 13 days. He didn't say happy birthday, he's not told me that he's missed me.. He doesn't care. And that's what i need. I need his amazing hugs, i need him to kiss me again, for our lips to touch once more. But heh.. Giving up shouldn't be too difficult..

I asked him if i could see him when he was over. He said, yeah sure thing, after i've had work.. yadayadayah... And so i'm like, yeaah :) But after no contact, i'll change my plans, and see my lovely Molly + beautiful Ryan and see how they are.

Jerk. He should atleast try to save our friendship. What ever happened to 'We'll never fall out, because i think of you as one of my best friends, someone i can turn to, someone to have a laugh with, we've been through a lot, and i never want us to drift apart, even when we're old!' ??? Such a ninconpoop!

There's always going to be another mountain, I'm always going to want to make it move. Always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes you going to have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side. It's the climb. - The Climb - Joe McElderry (cheesy i know)

Speak soon folks.