Evil.

Okay, so i'm not feeling too well. Infact this is the worst i have felt in years. Well, medically anyway. I have a cold, and i've just started having terrible nightmares. And i mean 'terrible'. This time they were based on christmas, which is very close to me at the moment, sounds cheesy? Haha, i know it does. But it means a huge amount. Anyway, i woke in the middle of the night, way too many times.. and eurgh, 7 o'clock, and i'm throwing up, and my brother (being the little prick he is) shouts at me to 'get out of the fucking bathroom'. No sympathy whatsoever. So i get out, in tears, shaking, and all that jazz, and he's looking at me, with that straight gormless face.
He's such a 'tard sometimes. He's so depressing and has no reason for it. Mum is so conscerned that she's threatening to move him to another population (to make him improve). He's a bully. He calls people names, beats people up, and when it comes to me, it's the same. I get so much abuse off him, it's unreal. We used to get on so well, but then all of a sudden, he's year 10, and he throws punches at me, makes me wish i was dead, and bruises my face sometimes. I don't know how ihe can have friends.. It's a mystery to me.
He's been so horrible for the past few months, you'd think he's be doing this for the past few years. Mum told me that he's bought me a 'really' nice present for Christmas. Yes, i do realise he has a lot of money, while i haven't.. But seriously? After all i have been through, and still am going through.. And he's bought me a nice present..? I wasn't going to buy him one, but then i did.. Something for his Wii.. But ARGH, what is going through his head? I hate this.