My boyfriend is a talented individual, who goes through ups and downs.
For one, his parents don't love each other like they used to. I met Joe a couple of weeks after his parents had split up, but no one would have been able to tell. Joe can cover things up, like I can.
Once, I made him call me whilst he was in tears after finding something out. It was obvious that he was hurt, so I wanted him to hear a friendly voice, to be able to take his mind off things. I wanted to be there for him, to be able to support him.
In comparison, my problems are small compared to his. Although he does say that he's worried about me and my self confidence. I listen a lot to him and he's so thankful for it. He appreciates everything, as if he doesn't deserve it - which he does: 100% deserved. He's a beautiful person both inside and out. He cares so much for everyone and I'm getting emotional just thinking about this. He deserves happiness.
There's this awful feeling that i experienced today. Joe had to hang up on Skype, and as soon as he did, my heart sunk to my stomach, my throat choked, and my eyes welled up. It must be withdrawal symptoms because the feeling was crazy.
The annoying thing is... With all these exams, I don't know when I'll next see him. It's driving me crazy. I need money though, so work will have to do...
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