To smile:A facial expression characterized by an upward curving of the corners of the mouth and indicating pleasure, amusement, or derision.
I'm sorry, but isn't it SO obvious.
I smile: To hide, sometimes. I'm a VERY smily person, mainly out of habit. It's polite to smile to someone, in recognition and in gesture. And so the other person is to smile back.
If they don't then I feel let down, and upset. I don't show that part. But inside, I'm melting. Falling, feeling embarrassed for making the effort, and upset for no reply. I hate it, despise it. I like to see people smile. Makes things seem la-di-da. You know, hippy happy, maaan. Jeez, all a smile is what is above. God, am I asking for too much.
I smile too much. Is that even possible? Yep, I think so. I smile when I'm covering things up sometimes, like stress. I smile to everyone I know, even people I truely Hate.
How could I hate someone? If they're rude, impolite, snobby, cocky, or find a reaon to hurt me or someone else. When infact, there should be NO reason.
Apparently, if there were an award for the smiliest person, I'd get it. So thank you. I've never had an award.
Yesterday, in the maths room we all hang out at lunch, I was sat, out of the conversation a little, but staring off. Not smiling this time. And ofcourse someone notices and brings all the attention to me. I look depressed apparently.. thanks? Go away you poo-faces. I wanted to think about things. Am I not allowed to do that? Grrr.
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